thefuture.

so I got to see Jon Gosselin today and it was pretty cool. But for some reason I'm feeling like I'm in an empty void. I asked Josh if does he see us together in the future...kind of like Jon and Kate Gosselin. He goes: We'll see, I mean I don't know where I'm going for grad school yet and you don't know where you're going yet either. To me it sounds like I'm not as good as the person before me for him to make a decision that could determine the rest of his life. Either I'm not good enough (yet) or he's just unsure about himself in general. I hope it's the latter. I also miss home too. I hate the feeling. At least I'd have someone to talk to about this stuff...I mean since my sister isn't being very social with them and giving my parents such a hard time. I feel bad for them because my parents probably don't have anyone else to talk to. I can't wait to go home soon.